-they fix things like I would.
-shadowland.
yesterday I had another one of those dreams. the sun was shining and we made plans. I tried too hard to facilitate everything: offering to pick them up, pay... they were nonchalant from the start, but I wanted to be around them so badly that I accepted it. at the appointed time I arrived and they weren't there. they weren't there anyway. I woke up from that feeling like fucking shit.
happiness, validation, anything: it's not obtained externally. how constantly I forget that. silly little girl.
the clouds are divine today.
I swear to god, I had a dream about a house just like that one a few months ago. It was eeeeeerie!
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